the big river

Todd Duncan Tennyson

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there is a space between here and there
on the big river

she is long and mean
a beautiful placid august evening

a terrible january
all souls lost

if your boat doesn't pass you backwards
as you swoop long
winding frozen bridges

you'll get to the launch
God willing


people from other places will ask you
"why the hell you put studs on your trailer tires?"

just look at them and wish them a good day
they will never understand



at 0400hrs
you might not be able to see any lights

we were always in a hurry then
maybe i missed out on more important stuff

the chit chat
the camaraderie
by not taking more time


mother nature is fickle
and the clouds and winds will flat out punish you


you may be in thick fog
you may have engine troubles

you may have a drunken buddy running the lights
still lit up
from the last night


You may stall out crossing the channel
and have to listen to the big diesels that you can not see
huge roaring ships

as they telegraph through the hull of your little craft
as you bob like a cork in a washing machine

truly afraid
in real fear


i made that run hundreds of times



we busted out after putting on our gear and getting the dogs settled

but once you leave that single light on the shore
the only point of reference

the river eats men

The big river is hungry

and will kill you
anytime she wants you


her nature
doesn't make her bad

she's got her job to do


the river is big
it is old

i love her
i fear her

she is wonderful
terrible
& heartless

as terrifying as ice cold water in your waders pulling you under
& it gets dark pretty quick as your gear pulls you below


i reckon she has an ounce of forgiveness
& she might just give you a shot
one day


If you should be in that real space

between here and there
on the big river
 
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